JUZ FUCK MY LIFE NW.... FUCK IT.... I HATE IT ALOT
idk why tis holiday i change alot, i gt totally no life anymore
i lost someone tat i love alot.... fuck .... someone tat is realli
important to me.... after i have lost u, i realli change alot...
im no longer the same person.... i dont slp at night simply
becox i cant slp at all.... i tink of u every seconds.... everytime
i close my eyes everything tat appear is urr face... i cant
forget u and i cant get over u.... im nw a heavy smoker...
i love to drink.... i drink alot.... i noe my health will be worst
but i dont care, becox everytym i drink, den i will feel better...
nex thing n level results is coming out, its fucking nex week...
i noe i always speak confidently tat im goin to sec 5 and then jc
but inside my mind, im juz bragging.... fuck it, i dont even think
im able to made it to sec 5, i might juz end up ite..... fuck it i hate
ite alot alot alot.... i dont wants to end up there.... if i were to go
ite i will nt study at all.... but nw so wad if i can go sec 5, i have
lost u.... i no longer have the mood to study, i lost motivation,
i lost ur love.... my heart is nw broken into pieces.... u are no
longer gonna be beside me... u are no longer gonna be mine...
why why why why why why why why why why why why
so many why in my mind right nw, why did all tis fucking things
happen to me.... i hate my life right nw.... i noe i gonna be a totally
changed person.... im nt gonna be minwei anymore....
juz FUCK MY LIFE.......